My babies miss their mommy!!!! Linda, I saw on your comment that you missed ten years of your kids life. In the end, they did their damage and closed the case. Please get ahold of me, Betty Clark 3253001119,iam fighting too. Or I can just go up to my kids school and take them being that I am the custodial parent but that can make matters worse to just be patient. Hope to hear from you soon :), Hi please email me also semolenala-at-Gmail.Com, What did u do to get them back Ive just lost mine after a 6 month case at family courts my hearts breaking and will do anything to get them back just dont no were to start and cant appeal till reasons come off the court justice, Feel free to email or call me, Kerry. God has a plan in all of this! One 2015 study of 2,512 bereaved adults (many of whom were mourning the loss of a child) found little or no evidence of depression in 68 percent of those surveyed shortly after the tragedy. We have to work our way THROUGH it-there is no going around it. I lost my children three girls in 2011. You should not be alone right now. . Poems of Sorrow and Grieving | Poetry Foundation Find more beautiful funeral poetry on Funeral Guide's other poetry pages: General condolence poetry for funerals. Orozco, I will pray for you and your family. I started a petition. Now Im facing to be a less than every other weekend dad to my 18 month old son whom Ive been the primary caretaker. My son was adopted to some family in a different town. mind you this happened a month and 10 days after my oldest was ripped away from me. Im in south los Angeles I requested Fsp since June 2016 when the worker came to my home, however I found out she was on vacation from her supervisor even after I called them to tell them my daughter was hospitalized 2 times since the referall was issued June 17,2016!!!! God isnt going to rescue you, he sent his son Jesus Christ, and He was perfect in every way, and they still killed him for no sin, no crime, only stating truth. God gave me a promise in Jeremiah 31:15 17: This is what the Lord says: A cry is heard in Ramahdeep anguish and bitter weeping. This is battle for our children, and grandchildren. I am complying with all their stuff as well. I said no because my son was still on drugs. Hes 17 now. I recommend some self help books for these issues. All the best to you; I hope everything works out well and hope you will write again to let us know whats happening. You gave her everything by doing that-you did NOT give her UP, you gave TO her. :(. System knows but does not care. I wish you luck and hope youll be successful at all you do. Lost life my heart goes out to you. Im so lost in my own feelings & I feel my heart will never heel. Learn how your comment data is processed. My wisdom was already not up to par but I was working very hard at it. Seek out support groups and support systems from family and friends. Camcorders are good, too. Mothers who have lost the custody of their children are also seen to have a higher risk of anxiety and depression, and substance use. i had recently relapsed leading me to seek help ?i didnt want to get bad again so i told my ex and next day he brought me to get help. The key is proving that your depression will not have an adverse effect on your ability to act as a parent. Some things you can do to deal with stress of custody battles include: The court is required to determine whether either parents are capable of caring for the child. Be sure to find a person or people who can share your grieving the death of a child with you. Never give up on them. This post would have been helpful if I wasnt atheist. They knew I was high risk prego. We must not just stay alone and lost in our pain. The far away future. I think there were a few others, but I cannot remember. I have a (what i want to call) a strong relationship with God, and I MUST have faith that God will reunite us one day!! A judge will only make custody decisions based on the best interests of a child. I still have court in Feb to follow up on my grandsons case I am still untrusting of them and I will only feel better when I get that FINAL ruling. I do not know what route to take as I was told by an attorney if I try to go up the chain of command that it could possibly back fire on me and upset the workers. Its been a little over a year now. All I can do is get better and look to the future. This is rare. Eventually the truth will come out and everyone will know it. Now a`days I put it in them to say no. I will return with words of hope soon because I am at work. Will you be there for him at least make an offer of being there for him? There are special forums where mothers who have lost children talk about their pain, support, and help others coping with the death of a child. Losing a child "is a trauma that doesn't go away," says Marsha Mailick, a social scientist at the University of Wisconsin-Madison who has studied bereavement. }, { same here Nebraska is faulty as heck down here }, { hey we should talk as I want to do the same with Nebraska. You can email me anytime- lynnettemueser @yahoo.com. God would never take someones children away especially when they are loved and cared for. Do they need any more grief? My attorney has changed her attitude somewhat for the better. [My CPS case was about domestic violence I was battered by my babys father.] Just love that one child if it is the only one you can have in your home right now. Seriously, STOP thinking of them. When all was said and done i left and went home and got drunk to numb myself i spent the first week drunk everyday. I caught so many illegal things they did in my case I wanted to go public. My ex and his lawyer did everything they could to bleed me dry and drag the proceedings out. My case is horrific. Please pray for me.. this has been a month from hell. i immediately went from there to treatment. I also take an antidepressant, Effexor. 2. Depression Poems For Those Who Struggleand Those who want to better understand the illness 1. A very night i dreamt about just ending it all.i didnt I survive because of their mental health. I too am in the same boat. They wouldnt let me leave and knew I would fail their expectations which I did and last month they took my two children from me. He could have made a statement if he wanted to. They have to be between 8 and 330. Most cases resolve much faster. What you have is probably depressive reaction, also called situational depression or adjustment disorder. This is a reaction to the shock and trauma of having your family attacked and separated. I will let you all know how they work soon! I am fighting cps it has been about a year and a half.I feel they use my now ex husband against me.cps is wrongfully handling things wrong I have done all classes required and have a job car and home.hopefully the judge turns her head and sees that I deserve them back two of my children are tribal members and they have been turned against me to the fullest extent.all I want is them back somebody hear me out I have been diagnosed with ptsd which is a sign of depression.all who are going through this torture never give up.Lord hear our prayers my family also gets nothing out of this.cps is prejudiced and they use bias never believe anything they say.with love to all Andrea. Do not let them destroy our kids. http://forum.fightcps.com, Hi Laura I just wanted to say I completely know what your going through I had my two beautiful children taken in the beginning of October its now December it feels like its been a decade since I got to be with them its the worst most empty feeling in the world!!! My new born son was just taken from the hospital from me when he was 4 days old hes 4 weeks today. !I pray you have the means to fight the state .!!!!!! You know how hard it is to leave them. There is strength in numbers, if we continue our fight after every No we may get That One yes that could find our kids and bring them home .. My case is the worst case I know and it makes people sick to tell them what happened. This will help you gain PERSPECTIVE. Get comfortable with silence. "If there is anything I can do, please let me know. Community centers can be a great place to seek out these types of support groups or your therapist can help you find one. Write a letter to your lost child. I am loosing it and I dont know what to do my heart is broken. But you let CPS win twice if you give up now and start to think they are gone forever. Lavish that one child with love, forgiveness, compassion and attention. How pathetic, it made me hurt to see my children becoming angry with me because yet again I was denying them when their parents were the good parents because they allowed my children everything. I had a drug problem but i was never a violent or abusive person or parent. Im in shock they have the ability to steal your kids and destroy your life for yelling. Looking Up! The effects of grief after the loss of a mother are different for everyone . Of course you are going to miss your kids. 1 hour! Goodbye. Start there. They need you! Facing the death of a child may be the hardest thing a parent ever has to do. I was threatened to be shot by caseworker if I exposed their behavior. Lost, I am so sorry you lost your kids, Try not to blame yourself. I went to the court the next morning and filed and emergency petition against the petition she had put in. There are so many places that God promises that if we will only trust him, he will not leave our side, as in Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee. I needed to read this more than anyone will ever know THANK YOU! The Optimistminds editorial team is made up of psychologists, psychiatrists and mental health professionals. Dogs Grieve Based on the Relationship. This only works if a person is morally ready to do something to distract himself. The rehab also would help me get into my own house or apt before allowing me to be discharged. A 2008 study found that even 18 years after losing a child, bereaved parents reported "more depressive symptoms, poorer well-being, and more health problems and were more likely to have experienced a depressive episode and marital disruption." While some parents did improve, "recovery from grief was unrelated to the Equipping yourself with these skills can help you build a healthy relationship between you and your child. The next stages include denial, bargaining, guilt, anger, depression, and, ultimately, acceptance of the truth, allowing the person to return to their normal life. Go to bed on time, eat regularly. Sometimes, these feelings can rush back years after your loss. It is not necessary to resort to the help of alcohol or drugs, also it is not necessary to appoint to itself serious drugs. My god bless you in every way. Also, dont do this to say goodbye. Hang in there!! And if they violate any of those for you, then make sure you get proof and take them to court! God is not complicit with sin. He will always be 11 to me. Subject to the childs best interests standard, you have every right to custody and visitation. It may take a while but it can be done. For the last 3 yrs I have been so lost. When my daughter came back home from my exs house saying she was molested, I was horrified and tried to do the right thing and have something done about it so it wouldnt happen again. Walmart has it. While our law firm helps people navigate the legal issues in family situations, we help our clients focus on whole health, including legal, financial and emotional well-being. I miss and need them desperately. Im thankful I found this site. They said I couldnt take guardianship because my husband has had cancer and I care for a mentally handicapped man and many other petty reasons I have strong income and job security. I hope this advice makes sense and even more I hope it helps. Did your son get adopted out? There is nothing wrong with going to a psychologist, the doctor can suggest medications that will relieve a little emotional stress, improve sleep, and general well-being. You can schedule a consultation by calling our office at (512) 320-9126 or going online. I need someone to pray that I get my babies back. I honor them and embrace their grief, and understand their depression but there are other things to do in life, even if your children have been taken forever. I do not know how much good I have done. Some of them, including our Governor, I contacted more than once, and used more than one method to contact him. Everyone i cared for disappeared after cps got involved with me. I could make myself available anytime. Please dont ever loose faith in God. My husband and I are both much more active now and love having him here!I never thought I would be raising another child but I love him and I let the Lord show me what to do and what not to do. Mickalyn, keep trying. Ive done everything the courts have asked but it still isnt enough. Write down everything!! The next day I notified our foster worker that he needed to be seen as he was still very sick. I just need some advice. You can help them by noticing their moods and encouraging them to talk. After the Hell Ive been though Not to mention the hell my poor babies are feeling. My kids were born healthy cps was listening to the lie of my X In-Laws. We all have problems. I hope to see you on the other side of this disaster a stronger person doing something for the good of humankind. I havent seen my kids in 5 yrs now. honey before bed for weight loss; fondation cartier tickets; incharge debt solutions; liberation of german pow camps; aldo clear heels with rhinestones. I cant live. They usually don't even have a criminal record and have never been to jail. Wednesday, March 28, 2012 Losing Custody Of Child Poem, My Lost Love, My Lost Child Then they terminated our rights. Kenneta, I got my baby back from CPS after eight months but my ex-husband used the CPS case against me in family court and lied about me in court documents. When you have not the strength to hold on, pick up your King James Bible. Also, the psychologist will write out some useful recommendations picked up individually for each patient. Working in a period of deep grief after the death of a child can only be a burden. Copyright 2023 maedaymaeday.com | Powered by Astra WordPress Theme. Yet I can never share my shameful past. My 3 kids are gone because the first 3 drug test werent enough and I failed the 4th hair folicale for OTC sinus meds. I miss my babies so bad. CPS is trying to take my children even though I am doing my case plan perfectly and not missing any visits and I am STILL getting them taken awaypossibly FOREVER??? Psalm 131:1, 2 says, Lord, my heart is not haughty, nor mine eyes lofty: neither do I exercise myself in great matters, or in things too high for me. Jesus heals broken hearts. I guess the fact that he was there, and did not object to what his sister said, that his silence counted as agreeing. Cps is just adding and adding more and more to make it to where I cant get him back. You dont even have to believe like they do, but just having a church family would help. My suggestion for you is that sometimes serving others can be the greatest blessing. Try Facebook appeals to the public in the area you think your grandchild might be. And as for the others, if they are with your mom, thats better than in foster care. My grandson was screaming NO NO NO!!! The KENTVILLE NOVA SCOTIA OFFICE has been misquoting things Ive said, and making me out to be some horrible monster. My 17 year old daughter who I was actually closest to up til whe.nThey took her now doesnt even want to see me. And the state is telling me that my daughter will not be reunited with me as long as Im there because its not considered stable housing. Pray, take walks, work on your case, spend time in the law library. Abandonment by children hurts so much (I know) they dont know how much we love them. Amy, my heart goes out to you. I was paralyzed from neck down. And God Bless You!! In my town theres a group of volunteers who clear trash and overgrown blackberry brambles from the yards of homeowners who cant manage to do the work for themselves. Offer open-ended support. Tooken the second time because one of my babys ended up in the hospital and passed away. It all started because a school lost my autistic daughter for hours and I called police against schools wishes. I am just so tired of everything. The lawyer the judge and the caseworker and da all kept evidence from me and lied to me. You can still have grandbabies. It can also become difficult for you and your child to adjust to these changes, the fact that your child has been taken from you and that you no longer have access to them can be an excruciating experience. Dont cry, dont die, FIGHT for your babies. Thanks for this uplifting article/post. Show our kids our love for them by staying well having faith and putting forth the action. Resources and divorce support, for issues related to child custody, legal separation, lawyers, alimony, child support, and family law. Your therapist can help you make necessary lifestyle changes that can help you manage your depression and its symptoms. I will never believe that God took my children from me. I had a plan. I bought a trunk for each of them. Dont turn from God when you need him most. (We lived with my parents). Remember the story of Joseph in the Bible who got sold into slavery? I am 40 years old and my children and 2 and 6. God is Good. It is like if you were planning to remodel a messy house! 2. Remember, anything with sugar will cause a high then a low due to blood sugar changes. Please if there is any one that can guide me I need legal representation urgently!! We have to ADJUST. I understand that grandparents have no rights in NC but rights or not, they should consider that they are dealing with human beings who have feelings and children who love the ones who care for them. My children are in fact Alive and they need me, I am not given up this fight.. Houston Stand up for our rights as Mothers. So did the guilt. Hopefully one day in my lifetime I will see this broken system crumble! Read more testimonials from our past clients +. I have made 4 attempts to contact her and her supervisor(2 attempts each in 10 days) to see if I could see my grandson and say a decent good bye. Loss of a Child Poems. Unfortunately, although depression is a relatively common health issue, those suffering from depression are often stigmatized or unfairly treated. The scientific basis of child custody decisions (2nd ed., pp. I need help. Our lives dont always work out the way we wish. I dont know how to survive all this. I had good friends who were there for me through it, and on the first Mothers Day, I found a wonderful spiritual community that embraced me and gave me a chance to shine. Im walking away from mine. And no I dont know that because I dont know what they were told. I can see you have tons of info and have been kind to dedicate to showing the info you know. Then they will want to see you and want you to be in their life! And I leave till the friday of next week. All they have to say is that they dont want to go home, and yes, one of my teenagers has already done that. Do you think theyre going to testify against you? But we will not always! Don't take our word for it, read testimonials from our past clients to get an idea of how we can help your family get through this difficult time. It is true whatever doesnt kill you will make you stronger. Child Welfare, LXXX(6), 749-768. I would suggest reevaluating on maybe the why your kids might have been taken and focus on what you can do to get them back. There is a possibility that losing custody of your child can cause you to develop Post traumatic disorder because of how stressful of an event this change can be. Im losing my resolve!!! Focus on the good things. I think thats mainly for family court cases, when CPS isnt involved. I think back to my relationship with my mother and I think of my favorite memories and they are not the ones that happened before I was 18. If you are not suffering you are probably not saved. I was in a hospital 5 times in a year and a half. I have 100% guaranteed childcare just feet away 24/7.. These kids grow up and theyre still your kids then. I am not that religious but I would like to think that Christ would have some sympathy for my situation. We must become unified and change laws, start class action suits against states and DHHS in each state. Im hanging on by a tiny thread. You might not be able to sleep, eat, or think straight. My handicapped client was even discussed. If I lose my kids forever, I dont think Im living They are my life! So I found a residential treatment facility which allows mothers to have their children there with them. And dont stop living. Molly is rated AV - the highest possible rating- by her peers through the Martindale and Hubble rating process and has been recognized as a Superb Family Law attorney and Client's Choice 2012 by Avvo.com. Sometimes parents are not sure if their child is depressed. I seem to cry for no reason at all. A stable home, happy and loving. That hurts trust me, I know. Is there anything I can do to avoid getting my son taken away? sx children. Trust me I know. I got counseling & one of the biggest things the counselor suggested was a trunk. I sent one out this morning. Because I cant help everyone that way, Ive put what I know on this website and in the forum. She will always be within me to keep going. They are calling me an alcoholic because I somehow keep failing for etg (alcohol) when I do not drink alcohol. He and the babies mother were young and on drugs. Im thankful for the good and the bad. Symptoms of complicated grief include: trouble thinking about anything other than your loved one's death. I hope god gives me the strength to help me overcome this heart breaking situation. But if youre not going to have future children, Id fight this with all Ive got at a TPR hearing using expert witness testimony and legal documents. I made mistakes and I cant take them back. Going through a divorce, child custody battle, mediation, or any other type of family dispute can be extremely difficult for you and your family members. Amanda, Im putting you and your children on my prayer list. 108 Wild Basin Rd S Suite 250, Texas statute on Conservatorship, Possession, and Access. I feel like Im falling out of love with my husband and life. Thats a huge advantage. He felt comfortable here and truly loves his grandma and papaw. Nor does calling us, emailing us, chatting us, or otherwise contacting us. Let us take a look at some steps you can take to help yourself. We may also have self-pity and feel lonely, isolated, empty, lost, and . Nothing is fixed. What Is The Best Skin Care Routine For Large Pores. After losing a child, parents may find themselves experiencing shock, denial, anger, depression, hopelessness, guilt, isolation, disorganized thoughts, feelings of acceptance, and/or a host of other possible thoughts and feelings. I need a miracle. Many parents have used marijuana while experiencing CPS-induced depression, and consequently had their parental rights terminated because of it. Despair hang on you will be made stronger by the grief you live through. Get enough sleep. Keep doing the next right thing. Pray for your kids, trust God, and keep on going. Mommys coming!! This is usually due to the circumstances of the loss of someone. It always makes a huge difference for your outlook on life. I live in Arkansas and three of my kids got taken away from me over my ex husband beating on me all the time, and put me in the icu One over my little boys at the age of 9 yrs asked me MOMMY can I ask u something and dont lie. A senior who experiences a pet loss has an increased chance of falling into chronic depression after the death of their pet. Doing the right thing is what being responsible is all about. The only thing I have ever wanted. I wanted to end my life even though I did nothing to do so. Why on Earth would they hold me accountable for things that were not effecting my life at this time. Grief is an emotional reaction to the loss of loved ones, which usually manifests itself in sadness and crying. Lost my only child 1 year ago. Usually they come around when they see that nobody else in the world can replace the unconditional love they were getting from their mom. My husband and i have been fighting to get our beautiful daughter back for over two years. Call Molly Kenny today for more information. We may lose this battle, but the victory is already won. Im appealing the termination. Vegetable juice is amazing it brings on a rush of healthy feelings. I am going to try and set up something, somehow to change the laws in my state of Arizona where it is now illegal to change your babys diaper. I lost custody 2 years ago and my therapist said my son will come look for me when he grows up. I feel so helpless this is my third time dealing with Dcfs since i got my son from his dad in which I called them on him since hes involved in human trafficking ave he held my son since idiosyncratic want to do that anymore. There are many complicated issues involved with depression and child custody, so you put your parental rights at risk if you try to represent yourself in a dispute with the childs other parent. While some people are indeed too affected by major depression to care for their children, others may be managing their depression and perfectly capable of providing their children with the stable environment and care that they need. Youll need an accurate diagnosis of your condition, symptoms, and the treatment you undergo for depression. Arizona has cases that are EXACTLY what is going on with me. document.getElementById( "ak_js_3" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); This field is for validation purposes and should be left unchanged. Of course, if the diagnosis reveals a dangerous form of depression, its probably in the best interests of the child for the other parent to have full custody. You got more education and now, a good job. If I fail then Ill be in prison for kidnapping one day and if Im not itll be because Im the best fugitive possible. Ten years of your condition, symptoms, and making me out to be seen as was. 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