Cambarre said nervously, "No, not really. Joharran looked worried. She felt she had learned a valuable lesson from them. "Times are becoming difficult and you are the answer, I'm sure of it." They were considered women, but with the changes that the knowledge of conception wrought, there were more insecurities now than most young women had before that knowledge came to light. Grief stricken, Ayla didn't notice that dusty smoke was still billowing out of the mouth of the cave behind her. That comparison resonated with the boys. Smiling to herself, Ayla agreed with the anonymous woman. We all have," Ayla said, hugging him again. ", "I count thirty-six summers, I believe. He was an extremely handsome man and she felt the familiar urge deep down inside as she looked into his clear gaze. Support; something I will need now more than ever. But when she asked if he would come into the water his dazed mind flashed back into action and he ripped his loincloth free. The young couple wanted to get away on their own, but understood the Chimu needed their help and the request wasn't something they could refuse in good conscience. The people of the southern caves feel they have been neglected and passed over. Brog felt tired. They decided to go back up the tributary the way they had come to more open ground close to where the tributary met The River that ran from the north. Do you think we should stay here for the day?". Shura suddenly thought, what if the woman of the Others hadn't given the stones to her? They only knew extreme pleasure in each other and knowing this would happen again and again whenever they wished, salved their worries. He didn't want that. Ayla had been a major topic the next year at the Mamutoi Summer Meeting, but no one ever saw her again. She stood there with the other women, like a force of nature. They had also decided to wait to break up the summer gathering for a little over a half a moon phase after the Matrimonial Ceremony, allowing the newly mated couples the traditional trial time so they would be able to travel with their respective home caves for the winter. Ayla removed the most recent poultice that she had packed the wound with and began to wash the inflamed flesh between neck and shoulder. With a shout he cut the bindings that held the poles together and with a loud groan the structure slowly collapsed. Jonayla pointed to the group of people in the clearing, all Doniers and Acolytes. Mageb still felt anger at these strange people and their strange ways. Peel off the top layer of hair, it's matted and will peel away. As they disappeared behind a rise or around a stand of trees or copse of bushes she would move on silent feet, flitting one way then another, always listening intently. Seeing the release, Ayla urged her horse forward and reached out with both hands just in time to catch the small white bundle falling from the sky. "What are YOU doing here!" That perhaps explains why you speak the real language. This was no time to trip and hurt himself when an event this important was on their doorstep. Were working to restore it. I am the only one who has used it and it is not a traditional medicine. Some were ready to run and cries of anguish rose from many of the Zelandonii. He would speak to her and convey the trouble the Clan was having with the violent men of the Others in the north. Some live in long earth covered lodges and some in caves, I met one tribe who would dig into the earth and live below ground during the winter and then in hide tents that could be taken down and moved with the herds during the mild weather of spring, summer and fall. Her mind felt numb, her heart was racing and she felt her blood pulsing through her veins. Ayla had noticed that the two young people had remained close to each other since their return. He looked up into the tall Donier's eyes and saw kindness and sadness in them and he instantly wanted to do whatever he could for this spiritual leader. Ayla looked into the other woman's eyes, "The Great Earth Mother willing, but if not, always know that I honor you. Even though the Chimudonii are not of our people, they should not be attacking Clan or anyone else. You will discuss this with the people of your caves?" It got to the point that I wanted to strangle you to shut you up. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Yes. And it is true he put a child in me. Both worship and respect many of the same things so why not a Supreme Spirit, but just called by different names? In fact, she didn't even speak verbally before I met her. Then she looked at her daughter who was sprawled on the ground looking at her, wild-eyed with horror. He finished and was a little embarrassed at speaking so passionately. "I wish Wolf was here to find the nests for us. Even with the turmoil of last summer in the north, they'd had many successful hunts and all of the caves would weather the winter quite comfortably. Many thanks to Ms. Auel for sharing her boundless gift with us. She has the power to do this. Brukeval nodded his head indicating Melodene. Ayla did as he asked and let him tend to her wound. Both questions were immediately answered when he reached the mouth of the home cave. He felt a flush of pride that the people of his cave were the ones who kept the sacred cave ready for important ceremonies such as this. ", "We have had some offers but haven't decided where we'll stay yet," Ralev replied. She knew instinctively that the only way decisions would be made would be to have all the leaders of the Zelandonii in one place at one time. The fact that I was carrying one inside me stopped the man from abusing me any longer. She said that it would only be a short visit, but that she needed to see what was going on with her own eyes before making any decisions about what might be done about it. The southern spokeswoman Zelandoni asked. The people were clapping and patting Ralev on the back telling him that this was the best version of the story he'd ever told and the people were moving around now so Ayla let her thoughts come back to the present and rose to her feet to compliment Ralev for the telling of an interesting tale. Moments later the cave leader Mongar, stepped into view as did the Mog-ur beside him. Lorala hurried forward and grasped Jonayla's hands in hers. She loved Jondalar and thought him handsome and he could always make her want him just by giving her a certain look, but he wasn't a Clan man. I-I'm sorry" his voice trailed away. Both women felt that Wolf belonged to the Zelandonia and that he was specially loved by The Great Earth Mother, therefore the special ceremony seemed appropriate and right to them. Before the next moon died the land would be covered in snow. The women began talking about Jonayla's trial mating time. "My mate looks much better. As the illness progressed, the First Zelandoni began to discuss the future with Ayla, trying to convince her to ready herself for the challenges that would come. It would be some small justice that he not reach the Spirit World, but be condemned to wander the forest. I need to talk to him. She and her husband moved to Oregon, where she had five children and continued . We could use the meat this winter," Camma said as quietly as possible. His need felt as if it heated the water as Jonayla massaged him with her warm soapy hands. "It could be dangerous. "That's amazing, I was sure they would all be long gone after what happened. But she wasn't going to apologize for her life either. Ayla smiled and replied, "It was an accident, like many things. The light of dawn didn't help the scene of destruction, but as the light strengthened they were able to find utensils that had been scattered and reparable pieces of gear that could be salvaged. Ayla set her bowl aside and signaled to Groog, "This woman would ask Groog, how he came to be captured and beaten by the Chimudonii in the north." But I think I'll be up to the task. After the greeting was completed the boy hurried away to check that the fire had been started and that the food would be ready at hand when it was time to prepare the midday meal. Ayla looked around her as if in a daze. she said. Those who followed him eventually ended up settling in the area above the North River, they called it Neema River. Now that he knew her better, more intimately, his pride in her accomplishments and abilities even outweighed his pride in her beauty. "You tired me out last night. After about an hour of steady travel they came across a stream and followed it to an overgrown area with a pond half obscured by bushes and overhanging trees, where Cambarre signed a halt. I'm not sure why anyone would bother to hunt Clan folk, they seem to always stay to themselves. A sea she'd never seen. Is she feeling at home among the Zelandonii?" "I was adopted by our Clan's Medicine Woman who was first among all the Medicine Women in the eastern clans. The Mog-ur wants to help and thinks that his Medicine Woman may have something that might help father." They reached out and saved a man that was not of their own people. Wild rice was cooking in a travel bowl at the edge of the fire. Even though not born a Zelandonii, in her case the gifts of knowledge she shared with the Zelandoni were so significant that everyone, even those who would never voice it, agreed that she was a high status spiritual leader. Also it was close, just being at the north end of Old Valley, everyone wanted to be away from the place where they had been forced to remain during the cold winter just passed. Jonayla even suggested she and Cambarre and their young daughter, Marthona, might visit the Lanzadonii Summer Meeting next year if they decided to hold their own. Tears formed, threatening her calm at the thought of the pain she would cause him, but steeling herself, she took a finely edged blade from her medicine bag and dipped it in the cooling wash to clean it and without another word she slit her mate's skin to open the wound further, while at the same time pulling the spearhead cleanly out of the wound in one smooth motion. "Who wants to know?" You would make any man a good mate. I've always worried about him. She had no doubt in her mind that the two were now the closest of friends. He had never heard anything like this happening in Zelandoni spoken history. Ayla recognized the woman as she was forced toward the outdoor hearth. Ayla wanted the Clan men to watch along Long Valley, a treeless valley that stretched for as far as the eye could see from sunrise to sunset. It was his own hatred of who he was. Ayla asked both questions rapidly, one after the other, as she held the younger woman's hands in hers. I think you would appreciate knowing some of the details. The walls had new relief carvings on both sides now. On an impulse Jonayla leaned over and covered Cambarre's mouth with hers in a long passionate kiss. "First Zelandoni, have you had anything to eat this morning?" Ayla had a small regret that had always remained with her since their departure from the Mammoth Hunters. 28. Chapter 37 She had learned the medicine woman's art of using herbs for special flavoring from her mother. The sun was slanting into late morning before the two women saw the smoke from Hilltop holding. Enjoy it while you can. "They aren't afraid of hard work and they know the value of doing things right.". It had torn the flesh away and he might not regain full use of the arm again, but she thought since the wound had bled profusely and if she cleaned it well and stitched the edges together, he would have a good chance of survival. Maybe it had made him reckless because he'd confronted her, but he hadn't been able to frighten her. "Mother, you know that you can do anything you put your mind to. "Well, if it isn't the noble Joharran? Maybe if you would inspect it he will be satisfied. That night for some reason he was suspicious of her. "Why didn't you tell me this last night?" Had the Earth Mother wanted Wolf to be with Her in the Spirit World? There were those, mostly from Third Place and some men from the other communities that wanted to continue to wipe out the flatheads. At one time her Whinney had been the only friend and companion she'd had to fill the gaping loneliness in her life. He hadn't wanted to stay behind at the Summer Meeting in the first place and had finally talked Proleva into allowing Willamar to bring him north to the Nineteenth Cave so he could be reunited with his family as soon as they crossed the river back into Zelandonii lands. It was the boy Rubio, the young leader of the cave attendants, hurrying toward them. ", "Oh! He didn't even look at her; he just shoved her to one side roughly. As the two entered the camp Jonayla said slyly, "Well, we finally made it back did we? In fact, once you've made the decoction, you might also make a relaxing tea. As the noise decreased she continued, indicating the couple should raise their clasped hands. The same would apply to the Chimu if we agree to offer them entry in to the Zelandonii community. "Jondalar, I need you to sign to Groog who I am." "Hear me Mongar, leader and protector of your people. For some strange reason she felt all confused and flustered whenever he was near her. "After Ralev tells the Ocean story, let's go visit the traders on the hill and then I want to go swimming," Folrian chattered. On the fourth day, Jonayla organized a day of training on 'hunting from a horse' but when she saw a herd of horses she changed it into a horse hunt to help the Chimu build their herd." I washed the wound with the warm infusion and by closing the wound before other spirits that are harmful could enter, I think he should live," Jonayla assured her. The southern Donier looked into the other woman's gray-blue eyes and as always found strength there, a determined, competent look in those eyes that always reassured her. Just as you now know of me and my people I would know who you are and who the Zelandonii are if we are to work together to bring peace to our land. If the stallion becomes aggressive, just shout, but don't wave your arms unless he tries to attack you. Sure enough, as they approached a small waterfall filling a pool at the base of a low ridge of granite, Ayla saw a large crack in the rock face. Please! Ayla invited the southern Doniers to meet her at the Ninth Cave in seven days to discuss the future and to get to know them better. But when the Mother gives something there is always a balance that must be achieved. Chapter 7 One of the men turned toward them. World Central Kitchen, Your Email (optional - only if you want a reply ). she asked to encourage the other woman to continue her story. In fact, I consider it the greatest luck I could have had. Cambarre saw this and moved left, mirroring Jonayla's move. Isn't there someplace I can go, someplace I can stay? The three children had stopped at the storytelling surround when Durcan noticed the red-haired friend of his mother, the man called Ralev, was speaking. ", Jonayla was crouching over the other injured man, but hearing her mother's question, she looked up, passing the back of her hand over her forehead to remove loose strands of blonde hair from her vision and leaving a streak of the man's blood behind. Therefore, anything that went on at The White Cave affected everyone at the Nineteenth Cave. I never could have done that. "Ayla's like a daughter to me and besides, by telling her, the Mother might hear and grant our wish. If the blonde woman was half the leader that this Zelandoni from the south made her out to be, then they had every chance to correct the errors of the past and remove the false shaman from their midst. The southern Donier couldn't understand why her rival would commit herself like this, but maintained her silence, waiting to see what would be said next. Even with Duroban in the lead, they had to halt twice more before they finally made the shore of a lake and followed the shoreline for a while until they came to an area that had a cliff that ran within several hundred feet of the lakeshore. Now as he watched he saw her pull several small containers from her medicine bag and when she opened one and began to smear it onto her face he understood. She shouldn't be surprised that Groog didn't believe her. He'd killed them using his mother's sling technique. I don't know if he will be a good hunter yet, but I am happy, and I have a good mate. It's past time I got up, I didn't sleep all that well last night, that's the only reason I can think of for sleeping so late. What made this tallest mountain special was what it held within. By the time my father passed into the Spirit World, the Chimu had two communities and a third one planned. Soon they had so much they did not really need to use the magic bowl any longer. For that matter, if he could compete with his mother's skills as a hunter, he thought, he would be known as the best among his people. It is a poor trade for something as valuable as the sacred memory root, but it is all that I have left. "That's a Woolly Rhino, I haven't seen one of those in a long time, especially this far south and in a forested area too," Cambarre said breathlessly. ", Jondalar opened his eyes wide, "What? To the south of the long narrow valley was a lush strip of dense forest that ran east and west as far as the eyes could see. This type of behavioral change would eventually bring to an end the large gatherings that had served the people so well before the mobility that horses had brought. Ayla untied her tunic fastenings and pulled it over her head. The rest of us trekked inland to these hills, eight moon cycles from the sea. He thought he would die then, but here he was in the midst of the Others, being cared for by a Medicine Woman of their kind, one who knew how to speak and seemed to know Clan ways. ", Their leader, Mongar, now interrupted them, "You two have been in conversation for a while now and I thought maybe I should join you. Newly mated couples left immediately after the ceremony was over. Ayla turned to Manvelar, "I think we should send someone back to the Summer Meeting to let Tormaden and his people know what has happened here in case he wants to send some of his people back here to reclaim their holding and to see what damage has been done. "I feel that we have been friends for a long time now. I know you said something must have happened to make him act the way he did, but you didn't say what you thought it might be. Normally they knew children were only looking and if things were busy they wouldn't have time for them, but today the traders were bored with the lack of commerce and were willing to talk about their craft. We stopped at many places on our journey here, where the people would have loved to welcome us as members of their communities, no matter what our past might be. How could I not? And a new dwelling too,' he said, looking around at everything in amazement. Durcan smiled with pride at being included as one of the men. Then, if it looks clean, it should be sewn closed before evil can enter the wound to cause fever. Subscribe today. He knew he was lucky to be her mate. I am used to it. A brilliant long-lasting spark seemed to fly from his hands into the bit of fluff and a wisp of smoke instantly appeared. The Chimu were trying to be hospitable, considering their reduced circumstances. It was fun and also an important part of being a young man. He would double back and he would make them pay for interfering. Carving Wolf's image and then using his essence to bring his image to life has gone a long, long way in giving me peace of mind. They finally circled back to the secluded meadow with the small pool they had visited the day before. The dawn was breaking on the horizon and light was beginning to creep toward Long Valley. Ayla stepped over to the Mog-ur and faced him, "Mog-ur, we will find these men who have caused your people harm and we will subdue them. A Zelandonii grave marker had special meaning and requirements. You little pig face, how dare you!" "Don't worry about meat for tonight. It was a man and woman who had killed the Auroch. It was unnatural in Mongar's opinion that people would do such a thing. After a few minutes he stumbled upon the blonde Donier from the Ninth Cave sitting cross-legged at the north end of a meadow. The three people of the Clan came forward and Ayla knelt before the Mog-ur but didn't look down in submission as a normal Clan female should, but more as a young hunter might to show respect to a holy man and an elder. "Let's go for a swim," she croaked. Jondalar sat at the foot of Ayla's pallet. You have been away in the Spirit World for several days. She hadn't understood some of the names of the medicines the young woman of the Others had used, but she did understand the confidence she displayed in her own abilities. While you do the cooking, I'll unload the horses and hobble them by the brook so they can graze and easily reach the water. Mongar looked at the two men standing beside him in conversation and felt he should leave them to talk. He held a spearthrower in one hand. Mageb and Durg had been told to look out for a male and female couple from the Others. Predators will stare a horse in the eye, so we don't want them to think of us in that way. 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